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Ritchie
I want to tell everyone what they took from us, what irreversible really means, and what that reality looks like for us.
No one told me any of what I’m going to tell you now.
I have no sensation in my crotch region at all.
You could stab me with a knife and I wouldn't know. The entire area is numb, like it's shell shocked and unable to comprehend what happened, even 4 years on.
No one told me that the base area of your penis is left, it can't be removed - meaning you're left with a literal stump inside that twitches.
When you take Testosterone and your libido returns, you wake up with morning wood, without the tree.
I wish this was a joke.
And thats something that will never come back and one of the reason why i got surgery.
My sex drive died about 6 months on HRT and at the time I was glad to be rid of it, but now 10 years later, Im realising what im missing out on and what I won't get back.
Because even if i had a sex drive, my neo vagina is so narrow and small, i wouldn't even be able to have sex if i wanted too.
And when I do use a small dilator, I have random pockets of sensation that only seem to pick up pain, rather than pleasure.
Any pleasure I do get comes from the Prostate that was moved forward and wrapped in glands from the penis, meaning anal sex isnt possible and can risk further damage.
Then theres the dreams. I dream often, that I have both sets of genitals, in the dream I'm distressed I have both, why both I think? I tell myself to wake up because I know its just a dream.
And I awaken into a living nightmare.
In those moments of amnesia as I would wake, I would reach down to my crotch area expecting something that was there for 3 decades, and it's not.
My heart skips a beat, every single damn time.
Then theres the act of going to the toilet. It takes me about 10 minutes to empty my bladder, it's extremely slow, painful and because it dribbles no matter how much i relax, it will then just go all over that entire area, leaving me soaken.
So after cleaning myself up, I will find moments later that my underwear is wet - no matter how much I wiped, it slowly drips out for the best part of an hour.
I never knew at 35 I ran the risk like smelling like piss everywhere I went.
Now i get to the point where im detransitioned and the realisation that this is permanent is catching up with me.
During transition, I was obsessive and deeply unwell, I cannot believe they were allowed to do this to me, even after all the red flags.
I wasn't even asked if I wanted to freeze sperm or want kids. In my obsessive, deeply unwell state they just nodded along and didnt tell me the realities, what life would be like.
And finally, theres dilation, which is like some sort of demonic ceremony where you impale yourself for 20 agonising minutes to remind you of your own stupidity.
This isn't even the half of it. And this isn't regret either, this is grief and anger.
F**k everyone who let this happen.
Far and away the best statistics in the world on transgenderism comes from England where the Tavistock Clinic was the only clinic in the country to handle transgender cases. At least, until they shut it down last year for its recklessly insane practices on children. Most Scandinavian countries also shut down their transition programs for children. Not Canada though - we know better, right?
Many far-left politicians claim that children are going to die because Alberta, Saskatchewan, and New Brunswick have moved to protect children from the madness of transitioning. They are completely wrong! Statistics from England indicate that in normal society the attempted suicide rate is 0.35%. However, the attempted suicide rate of youth who have transitioned is as much as 150 times that. For girls transitioning to boys the attempted suicide rate is 50.8%. More than half will attempt suicide after transitioning, and not so long after transitioning. This sample is mostly still in their 20s. If the study is repeated in ten or twenty years, that 50.8% will just get higher.
For male-to-female transitioners, like Ritchie, the percentage is 30%, or about 85 times higher than normal. The point is that enabling transitioning is going to kill way more kids than preventing it.
One more point - In 2009 the clinic received about 50 referrals — typically from males who had suffered gender dysphoria from an early age. By 2020 there were 2,500 referrals, mostly from females who started suffering gender identity issues in their early teens, with a further 4,600 young people on the waiting list.
While transgender rights activists argue that the huge increases are due to growing public acceptance of a previously taboo issue... If that were the case, attempted suicide rates would be normalizing, but they are not.
This 'sudden onset' gender dysphoria has more to do with gender fluidity teaching in schools, and social media than anything else.
80-85% of gender dysphoric children revert to their biological sex after puberty - Johns Hopkins. This number links up well with the percentage of kids who are sudden-onset gender dysphorics.
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