Everyday thousands of children are being sexually abused. You can stop the abuse of at least one child by simply praying. You can possibly stop the abuse of thousands of children by forwarding the link in First Time Visitor? by email, Twitter or Facebook to every Christian you know. Save a child or lots of children!!!! Do Something, please!

3:15 PM prayer in brief:
Pray for God to stop 1 child from being molested today.
Pray for God to stop 1 child molestation happening now.
Pray for God to rescue 1 child from sexual slavery.
Pray for God to save 1 girl from genital circumcision.
Pray for God to stop 1 girl from becoming a child-bride.
If you have the faith pray for 100 children rather than one.
Give Thanks. There is more to this prayer here

Please note: All my writings and comments appear in bold italics in this colour

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Thursday, 6 July 2017

As a Male Survivor of Child Sexual Abuse, I Need You to Know My Story

Tim Verity was sexually abused as a child CREDIT: CLARA MOLDEN/THE TELEGRAPH

Tim Verity 

I had always known what happened to me as a child. I was eight when the abuse finally stopped but I had vivid dreams reliving the experiences for years. When I realised their significance at 15 they quickly turned to nightmares, turning my life upside down. Now, at 32, I have secured the conviction of the man responsible and finally found some measure of peace. By telling my story, I hope to help other survivors do the same.

I grew up in a happy, middle class home; the son of a doctor and a nurse, loving parents who worked hard to provide for me. I was a precocious child with a wayward streak, never shy about vocalising my thoughts or confronting figures in authority. One early school report read ‘Tim will make Prime Minister, if someone doesn’t shoot him first’. Although my campaign for high office never quite took off, people who know me will sympathise with that sentiment. Given that, I often wonder why I kept the abuse I suffered a secret for so long.

It happened on weekend visits to a relative's house during the early 1990s. The woman, who I called ‘auntie’, made sugar mice as treats for me. Her adoptive son Neil, an overweight, moustachioed man then in his mid-twenties, would withhold the sweets and use them to entice me to perform sexual acts on him, as well as keeping quiet about the assaults he would carry out on me, behaviour we would today label ‘grooming’.

The abuse occurred on multiple occasions over a period of a few years. For a long time I told myself, ‘it wasn’t that bad, other people have been through far worse’. What is important to me, more than any salacious details, is the profound devastation it caused.

Tim Verity left the family home at the age of 16 CREDIT: THE TELEGRAPH/CLARA MOLDEN

Many survivors go through decades of their lives blocking these memories or are unable to process what they mean, only for the realisation to emerge suddenly and unexpectedly. For me, it took the rape of a friend when I was 15 to understand that what had happened wasn’t a normal part of growing up. This revelation turned me, almost overnight, from a happy-go-lucky class clown to a deeply troubled young man.

My mental health deteriorated rapidly and nightmares stopped me from sleeping. I experienced depression, anxiety, overwhelming emotions and elements of psychosis, kick-starting a pattern of shame, self-loathing and self-destructive behaviour that continued to follow me throughout my life.

I drank heavily to cope with my waking thoughts, which verged on suicidal. I couldn’t cope with being around former friends who I felt had abandoned me and started playing truant from school, eventually dropping out altogether.

My parents had no idea what had happened to their once happy, if argumentative, little boy. They couldn’t cope with my increasingly unhinged and unexplained behaviour. They eventually took the heart-breakingly difficult decision to kick me out of the family home when I turned 16, in 2000.

Reading about other survivors was a huge source of
support for me over the years, which is why I want
to share my story as widely as possible
Tim Verity

I found myself homeless in a working class seaside town where I had no friends or family to call on, flitting from Bed & Breakfast accommodation to sleeping rough. I spent my time with all manner of ‘characters’, from asylum seekers who were fleeing wars in Kosovo and Sierra Leone to a teenage girl who made her living selling herself.

My world was increasingly filled with violence and chemically induced escapism and I knew I wanted out. The only way I could see how was to get back into education. This was no easy task, juggling work, renting a home and my unstable mental health proved challenging, but eventually I got myself back on track and progressed from GCSEs to a masters degree and training in journalism.

When I wrote to my parents to explain what I had been through as a child, their attitude changed immediately. They finally understood what had caused my breakdown and we were able to start building back the bridges that had been torn down between us.

I began to function again within society, but the legacy of abuse continued to follow me. One of the most troubling aspects was the idea that I might myself become an abuser. So often we hear that offenders have been abused themselves and in the grasping and twisted logic of my young brain I assumed, like some vampiric infection, I was doomed to eventually become a monster myself.

This stopped me from wanting children and was one of many factors resulting from abuse that contributed to the breakdown of romantic relationships. Maturity has since taught me that this is nonsense and I know that my experiences will help me to prepare the children I will one day have for the challenges they may face, while protecting in them the innocence that was stolen from me.

Male survivors are a group that has been unrepresented in the past, which is surprising given what we know. ONS figures show that around 11% of boys under 16 have experienced some form of sexual abuse. There are thought to be in excess of 2 million adult male survivors of abuse in the UK, according to Survivors UK. Over 1,000 men report being raped to the police every year and this is likely to be less than 10% of the real number.

Figures also reveal that three quarter of suicides are by men and it is the single biggest cause of death for men under 50. Men are nearly three times more likely than women to become alcoholics, are more likely to die from illegal drugs and less likely to report mental health issues. All of these issues tie in with the experiences of male survivors and  make it imperative that we discuss them openly and honestly.

When men do speak out, one often avoided subject is arousal during acts of abuse. This is a purely physical response but something which many survivors experience, including myself, and something which can make even our closest loved ones uncomfortable. In the case of male on male abuse it presents a particular set of difficulties, tied up with notions of masculinity and sexuality.

Some of the shame for men also stems from being unable to stop the person who assaults us.  Men are brought up to be strong and to fail to fight off an attacker can feel like we have ‘allowed’ the abuse to happen, and therefore deserved it.

Thankfully more and more survivors are talking about their experiences, including men. The revelations around child abusers in football coaching that were sparked by Andy Woodward are one sign of this. Reading about other survivors was a huge source of support for me over the years, which is why I too want to share my story as widely as possible.

I strongly believe that the more we are heard, believed and understood, the less power there is for abusers to stifle and coerce potential victims. We need to be sending the message to people who have survived abuse that they aren't alone and are not damaged, disturbed or in any way abnormal.

Nothing will ever take away what has happened to us and I will forever have to fight the urge to spiral down into the well of negative feelings and thoughts abuse has left me with, but while the war may continue a defining battle has been won.

Neil Day of Park Lane in Ropley, Hampshire, was found guilty of six counts of gross indecency with a child and one count of indecent assault against a child at Guildford Crown Court in January. He previously pleaded guilty to three counts of possessing indecent images of children uncovered during his arrest.

Tim Verity is a journalist, writer and advocate for Child Sexual Abuse survivors. Visit his website at timverity.com or follow him on Twitter @TimVerity. He writes under a pseudonym.

Thursday, 23 March 2017

Shock Rise in Child Sex Abuse in Greater Manchester


The number of child sex offences recorded by police in Greater Manchester rose to 3,210 last year – an average of nearly nine a day. 

Shock figures obtained by the NSPCC show police recorded crimes against children that included rape, sexual assault, and sexual exploitation. 

Across the UK, the total rose to a record 55,507 in 2015/16,
which was an average of 152 a day. 

In Greater Manchester 1,022 were recorded against children aged 10 and under, while 251 of these crimes were perpetrated against children four and under, some of whom would be too young to even attend primary school. 

The NSPCC believes a number of reasons could explain the dramatic increase: 

l Police forces improving recording methods; 
2 Survivors feeling more confident in disclosing abuse following high-profile cases; and 
3 Online grooming becoming a major problem with predators reaching multiple children. 

The total number of sex offences committed is unknown, as more children may not have come forward because they are frightened, embarrassed, or do not realise that they have been abused. 

To cope with the numbers of children coming forward the NSPCC is calling for specialist training for police investigating online child abuse, rehabilitation for child sex offenders, and investment in early intervention services to help children recover. 

NSPCC chief executive Peter Wanless said: “This steep rise lays bare just how extensive this appalling crime against children has become, claiming multiple victims every hour, some of whom are yet to say their first word. 

Sexual abuse can shatter a child’s life and leave them feeling ashamed, depressed, or even suicidal. 

“Now, more than ever, victims need help as soon as possible to help them recover from their ordeals and go on to lead full and happy lives. Government must commit funds to early intervention that better help these children who through no fault of their own are enduring so much pain.”


Tuesday, 13 September 2016

Ex-Ohio Mayor Admitted Child Rape, said 4yo was 'Willing Participant'

Richard Keenan, former Hubbard mayor © wfmj.com
Richard Keenan, former Hubbard mayor © wfmj.com

A former mayor of Hubbard, Ohio, who had boasted of a "dedicated life to Christ," admitted to his wife, pastor, and others that he raped and molested a child for multiple years beginning when she was 4 years old, an Ohio prosecutor said in a legal filing.

In filing the motion, Assistant Prosecutor Gabriel Wildman, of the Trumbull County Prosector's Office, is asking a judge to decide if some of those admissions of guilt will be allowed in court or if the statements are privileged and thus not allowed in the jury trial of Richard Keenan, mayor of Hubbard in 2010 and 2011. Keenan is currently free on $75,000 bond.

Keenan admitted the longstanding sexual abuse to many people, though by Ohio law, a spouse can elect against testifying. A pastor cannot be compelled to testify if "the confession or confidential communication was made directly to the cleric."


Keenan was indicted last month on eight counts of rape and 12 counts of attempted rape and gross sexual imposition, according to the Youngstown Vindicator. The abuse is alleged to have begun as early as September 2013, lasting until June 2016.

A hearing on Wildman's evidence motion is scheduled for January 20, while Keenan's trial is set to begin in April.

Wildman wrote in his filing that when confronted by his wife Diana, whom the child told about the assaults, Keenan "responded, 'I did it.'" Keenan also admitted the abuse during "group discussions" at the ValleyCare Trumbull Memorial Hospital psychiatric ward, Wildman wrote.

Keenan later told a social worker at a Warren, Ohio, psychiatric ward that "he was feeling suicidal because he had been molesting the child victim for approximately the past two years," Wildman says, adding that Keenan said the child initiated the acts, calling her a "willing participant."

Keenan also had "in-depth" conversations about the sexual abuse with a pastor, Wildman wrote. Upon being sworn-in as mayor of Hubbard in 2010, Keenan told the Vindicator that he was "a Christian. Dedicating my life to Jesus has changed my life." He added, "Don't preach it, but live it."

Keenan was formerly a Hubbard city council member, a probation officer in Girard Municipal Court, and an employee of CSX Railroad and P&LE Railroad. He is the father of three daughters and three grandchildren.

Keenan's attorney did not respond to the Vindicator's request for comment.


Friday, 12 August 2016

Kiwi Expat Calling for Royal Commission Inquiry into Child Sex Abuse

I wish you great success, Grant. Gob bless you! 
Child sex abuse is the great scourge of all time. It is so prevalent, and so devastating to the victims and society in general that I believe a major, formal inquiry is needed in every country in the world.

Grant West, right and supporter Pete Chapman are collecting signatures calling for a Royal Commission into institutional ...
 Grant West, right and supporter Pete Chapman are collecting signatures calling for a Royal Commission into institutional ...

MARTIN DE RUYTER, Nelson Mail

Grant West, right and supporter Pete Chapman are collecting signatures calling for a Royal Commission into institutional responses to child sexual abuse.

Grant West knows first hand the destruction that results from being a victim of sexual abuse.

The New Zealand born man is travelling through the country to gather signatures for a petition, calling for a Royal Commission into institutional responses to child abuse. 

He grew up in Wellington, was sexually abused by a family member and spent time in and out of institutions, mental homes and then prison.

West set up on Trafalgar St, Nelson on Thursday and Friday, talking to passers by about his life while gathering support and signatures.

He said that survivors of abuse were the ones who could create change. 

Royal Commissions are established under the Commissions of Inquiry Act 1908, and are able to inquire into any matter of major public importance of concern to the Government.

West was one of many who campaigned to get a Royal Commission into institutional responses to child sexual abuse in Australia. It was launched in 2013 to investigate how institutions like schools, churches, sports clubs and government organisations have responded to allegations of child sexual abuse.

He has returned to New Zealand because he wants to see changes to the system in his home country.

"We are asking for all institutions who care for children to have mandatory reporting of sexual abuse cases," he said. "This is about changing the way we deal with children."

West started gathering signatures last week in Dunedin. He now has over 900 and is aiming to get at least 60,000.

He said the ultimate goal was to create an "all round support" system.

"We are asking for more social workers in school and to educate children at a young age about their bodies, about who can touch them and what is appropriate and what is not," he said.

It was important that support extended out into the community.

"It is not just the child that gets abused it is the parents that have to deal with it and it is the fallout from the community."

West now lives on a farm in Ballarat, near Melbourne with his wife where he works as a swimming coach.

He is dedicated to achieving change within the system so that others don't have to go through what he did.

As an adult, he had made several suicide attempts and still has weekly sessions with a counsellor.

"It's a daily struggle," he said. "It is a journey where you have to learn to deal with your future and your past and combine them together."

Sexual abuse victims and survivors were encouraged to join West on September 15 at 1.15pm outside Parliament when the petition would be presented. People are asked to bring a colourful ribbon with them to tie to the fence in support of sexual abuse victims. 

Thursday, 4 February 2016

Disturbing Stories of Child Sex Abuse From Around the World

Welsh disability volunteer jailed for child sex abuse images
BY ELWYN ROBERTS
Church-going Carl James Mullally locked up for haul of obscene pictures of child abuse he was distributing around the world
A church-goer who volunteered to help disabled people has been jailed after police discovered horrific child sex abuse images on his computer.

Carl James Mullally, 51, had 10,000 pictures on his hard drive, and shared them with other paedophiles as far afield as India.

Mullally, who admitted he found some of the images sexually gratifying, had built up his collection over 10 years, and was only caught after police received intelligence that his email address was being used to access child pornography.

St Ethelwold Church, Shotton. Probably not Mullally's church!
He was found with 790 Category A images, the worst kind including some depictions of extremely young children suffering penetrative abuse.

Mold Crown Court (heard) Mullally, of Salisbury Street in Shotton but formerly of Maes Lygan in Pentre Halkyn, lived in a squalid flat and was living a “sad and solitary life”, although he was active in his local church and volunteered for the Flintshire Disability Forum.

He himself suffered from the chronic fatigue condition ME.

Stephen Edwards, defending Mullally, said his client had had his charges and pending court case hanging over him for more than 14 months, that he no longer accessed images and abided by his strict bail conditions.

But the judge, Mr Recorder Richard Williams, said his crimes were aggravated by the fact that some of the children depicted in the images were extremely young and vulnerable.

Some of the images he possessed included sex between human and animals.

Mr Recorder Williams said: “You have been an active participant in viewing and distributing images of the worst kind of child abuse.”

Mullally was jailed for 32 months and will be subjected to a lifetime sexual harm prevention order.


Shotton, Wales, UK


Claims of sexual abuse against children at Aussie detention centre

By medical reporter Sophie Scott and Katherine Gregory

The report detailed the levels of self-harm, anxiety and depression suffered by children at the Wickham Point Detention Centre. (ABC News)
Authorities are investigating several allegations of the sexual abuse of children being held at Darwin's Wickham Point detention centre, doctors say.

Key points:

Self-harm, anxiety and depression among children who have spent time in Nauru, doctors say
Children terrified at prospect of being returned to Nauru, doctors say
Several allegations of sexual abuse against the children being investigated

The revelations came as part of a report released this morning by Australian Human Rights Commissioner Professor Gillian Triggs into the health of children being held at Wickham Point.

Paediatricians interviewed 69 families in October 2015.

The report revealed many cases of self-harm, suicide attempts and emotional distress amongst the children.

"These children, most of whom had spent months in Nauru, are among the most traumatised [Paediatrician Dr Hasantha Gunasekera and I] have ever seen in our 50 years of combined professional experience," Professor Elizabeth Elliott said.

Doctors found children as young as nine were being given medication to sleep due to psychological distress.

The report also found:

Several allegations of sexual abuse against the children
One 12-year-old with chronic high blood pressure
A child who contracted typhoid while on Nauru
One child with eye problems who had not seen an eye specialist

Dr Gunasekera assessed many young children at the Wickham Point centre.

"We were deeply disturbed by the numbers of young children who expressed intent to self-harm and talked openly about suicide and by those who had already self-harmed," he said.

The High Court has ruled Australia's offshore detention at Nauru and Manus Island is legal, clearing the way for more than 220 asylum seekers, including more than 30 babies, to be returned to Nauru.

Nauru Island is not much more than 2 miles long and 2 miles wide and hundreds of miles from nowhere
Professor Triggs has urged the Federal Government to rethink its plan to send children back to Nauru.

"Detaining children was not an effective deterrent to people smugglers," she said.

More than 50 of the 70 children who are at risk of being forcibly sent to Nauru are being held at Wickham Point.

Professor Elliott and Dr Gunasekera recommended that under no circumstances should any child detained on the mainland be sent to Nauru.

"Many of the children had palpable anticipatory trauma at mention of return to Nauru," Professor Elliott said.

"Nauru is a totally inappropriate place for asylum seeking children to live, either in the detention centre or in the community."

7yo girl drew pictures of own funeral: doctor

Paediatrician Dr Josh Francis said many of the children were terrified at the prospect of being sent to the island and the removal would exacerbate existing mental and physical health problems.

"One of the devastating things about living in detention in the current climate is they [the children] don't have any hope," Dr Francis said.

"And we're seeing children suffer significant mental health problems because of that lack of hope."

Dr Francis said he had seen many children with depression and anxiety.

He also saw one seven-year-old girl who had attempted suicide, and drawn pictures of her own funeral.

"A seven-year-old girl with the clarity of mind to even think this situation is so hopeless that I want to end my life ... is so shocking and absolutely devastating," Dr Francis said.

"Not only does she think like this on this occasion, but it's a pervasive theme for her thinking of death and dying that comes out ... in her thinking, talking and the pictures she draws."

Immigration Minister Peter Dutton said he would look at the individual cases of the asylum seekers and assess whether it was appropriate for the child to be sent back to Nauru.


The Government has also given the Human Rights Legal Centre a guarantee to that no-one will be sent to Nauru without being given 72 hours' notice.





Pennsylvania Man Charged with Child Sex Abuse of 4 Year Old
By Luis Cruz ABC27

MILLERSBURG, Pa. (WHTM) – A 42-year-old Dauphin County man is facing three child sex felonies for an alleged assault against a 4-year-old boy.

Charles John Miller Jr., of Millersburg, was formally charged Wednesday with involuntary deviate sexual intercourse with a child, unlawful contact with a minor, corruption of minors, and a misdemeanor count of indecent assault.

The alleged abuse went on from 2004 to 2006, beginning when the child was 4, authorities said.



Alaska man indicted for 18 charges related to child sex abuse, child porn
KTUU Staff

A Soldotna man was indicted Wednesday of five charges related to sexual abuse of a minor, unlawful exploitation of a minor in addition to 13 previous charges related to child pornography, Alaska State Troopers wrote in a dispatch.

Michael Dean Hancock, 57, was arrested on Jan. 14 after being indicted for six counts of distribution of child pornography and seven counts of possession of child pornography. While in custody, he was additionally charged with sexual abuse of a minor in the first and second degrees and three counts of unlawful exploitation of a minor. 

Investigators with the Alaska Bureau of Investigation in Soldotna seek information regarding any additional victims Hancock may have had. Anyone with information is asked to contact Investigator Peronto at (907) 260-2709.

Soldotna, Alaska


Juggler to stand trial in 3rd child sex abuse case
 Elizabeth Reed, KOB.com

ALBUQUERQUE - The former professional juggler convicted of sexually assaulting a 12-year-old boy at his Nob Hill magic shop in 1999 will stand trial in a third sex abuse case.

Neil Stammer spent 14 years on the run before he was caught in Nepal in 2014. He was found guilty of criminal sexual penetration of a child and kidnapping in December.

Stammer is currently facing child sex abuse charges in two other cases involving juveniles.

On Thursday, Stammer's defense attorneys attempted to get the third set of charges thrown out, claiming the state did not turn over evidence in a timely manner. But a judge dismissed the motion, saying Stammer was not facing a loss of liberty since he is already facing prison time for his first conviction.

The second child sex abuse trial against Stammer will begin March 21. The judge set his third trial to begin in August.




Manitoba fire commissioner's office hired registered sex offender to work with children

Brandon man had 2010 child pornography conviction
By Vera-Lynn Kubinec, Holly Moore, Katie Nicholson, CBC News 

Fire prevention mobile learning facility

Manitoba's Office of the Fire Commissioner hired a man to work with children on fire prevention last year but as CBC News has learned, he is a registered sex offender.

The man, who's in his 30s, worked at the office for eight months before being fired in December 2015.

He is listed in the child abuse registry and on the national sex offender registry after a conviction in Brandon in 2010 for possessing child pornography which he pleaded guilty to downloading from the internet.

The fire commissioner's office (OFC) posted a newsletter on its website showing the man was hired last year in a summer student job program.  Part of the work included driving to communities around the province with a fire safety education trailer and talking to schoolchildren about fire safety.

The man was sentenced to 90 days in jail in 2010 followed by two years probation.  During that probation, he pleaded guilty in Brandon in 2011 to breaching a condition that he not access the internet for purposes other than for work and school. According to court documents, he began using Facebook to contact a teenaged girl who complained to police that he obtained her cell number and started texting her sexualized messages. 

"What are you wearing, do you like to show your cleavage, too bad I can't see you naked you look like you'd look hot naked LOL," some of the texts written out in the documents read. 

The man declined an interview, but when contacted by CBC News said he was not asked by the OFC to produce any documents related to his presence on the registries and said he did not provide any false information to the employer.

"The fact that this individual was on the registry, the child abuse registry, the fact that the employer finds out later is to me a little bit disconcerting," said Paul Therrien, vice president of human resources firm Legacy Bowes Group.

"It tells me as a professional that the employer in this case probably did not do its due diligence in checking ahead of time," Paul Therrien, vice president of human resources firm Legacy Bowes Group said.

CBC News has no information that the man did anything wrong during his employment with the OFC.

The spokesperson said the OFC does background screening, including criminal record checks and/or child abuse registry checks for term and regular employees, adding that, "moving forward, summer students will also be required to provide the same checks, depending on the nature of their responsibilities (such as speaking to students or at events where youth may be present)."



RCMP investigate allegations of sexual abuse on Old Order Mennonite community

Public accusations rare for conservative religious groups, expert says
By Karen Pauls, CBC News 

The RCMP is investigating allegations of sexual abuse on an Old Order Mennonite community in Manitoba, CBC News has learned.

The RCMP is investigating allegations of sexual abuse on an Old Order Mennonite community in Manitoba. The allegations come from Emma, left, and Anna Marquart, who left the community in 2013. (CBC)
The allegations come from two women who left the community in 2013.

Anna Marquart, 26, is now married to a non-Mennonite man from the surrounding area. She took his last name when they married. Her 24-year-old sister, Emma, is living with them and has also changed her last name, saying she doesn't want any association with the community anymore.

"Up until now nobody was strong enough to withstand what the community members say did not happen," Emma said in an exclusive interview with CBC News.

"They are good at covering up. Their deceit is really crafty. Their lies are worse. I have experienced all of that. It is very hard to get out of that," Anna added.

Both women allege the abuse began when they were still
living in Ontario, before their group broke fellowship
 with the larger community in late 2006 and
relocated to Manitoba. (Karen Pauls)
Both women allege the abuse began when they were still living in Ontario, before their group broke fellowship with the larger community in late 2006 and relocated to Manitoba.

Anna's first memory of abuse comes when she was four or five years old, and forced to give oral sex to a member of her family. She said the anal sex started when she was 10.

"That was so bad, I almost fainted and puked. You weren't allowed to go to doctors so you had to suffer the pain," she said.

A September 2015 gynecologist's report indicates her injuries required sutures.

"It sounds like she lived through a nightmare," the report reads.

Emma alleges she was also five when a family member forced her to give him oral sex in the bathroom of their Ontario church.

"I still remember it because it stunk so much," she said.

The abuse continued for years, involving different men. Emma said she was gang-raped by five men at age 14 while she was already pregnant. She didn't know who the father was, but says the pregnancy was terminated.

"They gave me something and when I woke up, my belly was less and there was lots of blood."

Anna (left) and Emma Marquart have gone to RCMP
with allegations of long-term sexual abuse while
 they were living in an Old Order Mennonite
community. (Karen Pauls)
When the community moved to Manitoba, Emma said she was pimped out to local men who were brought to a shed or workshop for sex. She heard the men promising to pay but never received any of the money.

"I hated it. I fought as much as I could but if you fought till you were tired, then you had no strength left. You got beaten," she said.

Emma said she got pregnant a second time, after being raped by a family member.

The girl was taken away at birth and is still living on the community. She's been brought up to believe she is someone else's child, Emma claimed.

"I am willing to do a DNA test. I love my daughter and I would like her to have a better life," she said.

However, someone who knows the community well and is trusted by its leaders is convinced "this is a false allegation."

"Emma has lived in the community continuously and if she had given birth to a child it would have been known by the community and the fact of it disclosed to me," said the man, who wishes to remain anonymous.

The women recently gave lengthy police reports, detailing decades of alleged abuse.

CBC News has learned RCMP officers recently visited the home of the girl Emma claims is her daughter, although RCMP spokesperson Sgt Bert Paquet will not confirm if they took DNA samples.

Old Order Mennonites are deeply religious, hard-working, frugal, and have a strong sense of community. Many eschew technology and modern conveniences, and are known for using horses and buggies rather than vehicles. (CBC)
The sisters know they'll be called liars and will be criticized for telling their story publicly. They say it's taken years to gather the courage to leave and speak up.

CBC is not identifying the alleged abusers, several of whom are no longer living in the community.
However, one is already facing charges of sexual assault involving an adult and a child between 2010 and 2013. He is contesting the charges. 

Community leaders were asked for an interview through an intermediary, but they declined to comment.

'We don't hear about it because it's internal'

Old Order Mennonites are deeply religious, hard-working, frugal, and have a strong sense of community.

Many eschew technology and modern conveniences, and are known for using horses and buggies rather than vehicles. They are not part of social welfare programs or healthcare.

They try to stay separate from Canadian society and are often distrustful of outsiders.

"When issues of abuse or something like that becomes public or comes before the courts, then internally something hasn't worked," said John J. Friesen, a retired professor from Canadian Mennonite University, and an expert on conservative Mennonite, Amish and Hutterite groups.

"Either the discipline system isn't functioning properly in that community or the person they attempted to discipline isn't taking discipline."

It takes a lot for someone to leave a closed community like this because they are usually leaving their family and kinship groups, and giving up financial and psychological support networks, he said.

"That's a big break and not done lightly. [Leaving] would be very big because everything that's familiar to them would then be lost, given up, and they would need to start over again, rebuilding a different life on the outside. It's traumatic," Friesen said.

"If somebody leaves and they state a reason why they left, my first inclination would be to believe them because the price they would have to pay for leaving is so high."

While most Old Order Mennonite or Amish communities function very well, Friesen said problems can develop if they are isolated geographically or psychologically from other like-minded groups that hold them accountable.

Karen Pauls is an award-winning journalist who has been a national news reporter in Manitoba since 2004. She has travelled across Canada and around the world to do stories for CBC, including the 2011 Royal Wedding in London. Karen has worked in Washington and was the correspondent in Berlin, Germany, for three months in 2013, covering the selection of Pope Francis in Rome. Twitter @karenpaulscbc